Another in a series of analyses on my art. This one is that requisite artist’s show of silent narcissism…the self-portrait.
Feel free to comment with questions you may still have.
grimy self portrait
WHAT: It’s me. Really, that is all I need to say, here. It’s me in one of those artist silently and serenely posing in order to render a silent and serene portrait. It’s me looking all artist-like. But I actually AM an artist…not like one. AND that’s me. Up there. In that square…I mean, rectangle. I did that. That’s me.
WHY: Why? Why do artists create artworks featuring themselves? That would be a good way to put it, too. Lots of artists create self-portraits to try their hand at drawing, painting, etc. themselves. Lots of artists render themselves to leave visual evidence of their artistic existance. Lots of artists create portraits of themselves because they figure if they can draw houses, OTHER people, grass, animals, squares n circles, why not draw their own dang self? Lots of artists render themselves so that they can look at it and be like, “I look so cool! Much cooler than I do in life!” Imagine Albrecht Durer, for example, looking at his self-portrait (below) & in 1498 saying in modern American English slang, “@%**%!! I look AWESOME! Germany, give it up for ya boy! My a** can PAINT!”
MY reason, however, for doing my self-portrait was one of the reasons above actually. I wanted to do a cool drawing of myself. I wanted to do a cool portrait of myself with nice, dynamic black charcoal. If you have never tried charcoal (whether you’re an artist or not) TRY it. It is like black gold it’s so RICH! It is a dramatic medium. I also did the portrait because I like to add to my portfolio and also to continue creating or else I could risk falling off the artist boat and watch my desire for it or practice of it float away and crash down a sad waterfall. wow…
WHEN: I created this last year. 2010. The year I had a new spurt to draw! I need to steal last year’s urge to hit the pencil n paper and drag it to this year. Like a productive rollover.
HOW: Charcoal was utilized for this piece. Also a bit of graphite (pencil). I used graphite mainly for layout work (like a framework, scaffolding on paper if you will) and some finer details. Then I went nuts with the charcoal. This psycho burst of energy especially evidenced where my fingerprint spots are involved. I didn’t want to do the rest of the figure in completion. I wanted to fade it off (as in my Obama also on this site) for a funky effect and because if I continued it with my shoulders and a partial chest, it would probably not look as great with such a straight, realistic & boring look. In my art, I like to mix it up. I am a Sagittarius and those horoscopes say we get bored quick. Horoscopes I do not follow, but this is an interesting truth with me. I enjoyed creating this portrait, which is why I finished it so quickly. Unless it has a deadline, if I am bored to my skull with a piece it will get done when “The Bad Girls Club” chics develop a habit of wearing more clothes. And since that will never happen…
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